refractures | wenis / astolfo pc

Absolutely! Everyone made it and we can return to our respective places~

[ Oh and seeing W and IV getting imaginary jailed. That was peak. ]

Yeah! It feels like we really are going back, huh?

[ Smiling as they start off in a direction ]

I'm going to miss being able to hold your hand like this, so I'm getting as much mileage as I can.

You're gonna miss me sooo bad, aren't you?

[ He says it in jest, but he feels like he knows Astolfo's answer. He continues to walk alongside them. ]

I am I am! I really do like you, Seo. And you're going to miss me as well.

[ He does remember that Astolfo has no shame, right? ]

I will. It was a strange and rough ride, but you're just really affectionate and...

[ His voice trails off. ]

I almost forgot what it was like.

That just means I need to be even more affectionate so it'll take you much longer to almost forget.

[ Not making a move to do so though. They are content with the handholding! ]

Was it your husband who last gave you affection?

For something like this, I suppose so...

[ Seodore never wants to talk about this person, but he figures that he owes Astolfo at least this much before they part. ]

[ Going to lightly swing their hands. There's a lot of questions they want to ask, and they will finally settle with... ]

What was he like?

He was rough. Caring. Someone you can't get them to expose their inner parts completely. We sometimes divided the chores. His cooking... was nice. The conversations we had at the kitchen table were full of mundane joy. He was straightforward with his feelings.

[ Seo's voice sounds softer than usual—quieter, even. ]

I ran away with him to live in the middle of nowhere so that we could enjoy the rest of our lives together.

[ We could enjoy the rest of our lives together.

They give his hand a squeeze at that, since it's obvious that didn't happen. ]

It must have been wonderful.

[ They will slow their gait. ]

It was.

[ There's no shred of doubt in those words. ]

I love, the world... despite everything. It's a world that he lived and died in and to me, that's...

[ Important. The second most important thing in his life. ]

[ They stop at that and feel something warm in their chest at those words. ]

I think it's amazing you have something that you love so much. [ It's beautiful even, but they aren't going to voice that part out loud. They will lean their side into him. ]

How did he pass?

[ Seodore seems to hesitate in answering—not because it reminds him that he died, but something else. ]

... Natural causes.

[ They aren't surprised that's the answer, but it's still a sad one. The idea of watching the most important person to you grow old and die, while you're still left behind.

Letting go of his hand to hug him. Maybe it's not difficult for Seo, but Astolfo does feel sad for his loss. ]

I'm sorry, Seo. [ It also brings another question up and out without thought ] How old are you really then? Super old?

[ He's being hugged and doesn't know how to feel. He doesn't like questions like these. He never did. It takes a while for him to actually answer Astolfo. ]

I'm a 25 year old human.

[ He isn't trying to distract away from it, but the hesitation is telling on it's own. They will nod. ]

Okay, you're a 25 year old human. [ Their tone of voice is the normal without any hint of doubt. ]

Do you want to talk about something else?

[ Even if it's the end, and this may be the last chance to hear everything about him, they will still give him an out. ]

[ Astolfo is so nice, and Seodore sometimes wonders if he doesn't deserve it, like with all the affection that he also receives. But the thing is, Seodore Riddle is also a selfish person. His values are selective, which makes him look like a hypocrite. ]

Of course I do.

[ He already showed his dislike for the topic, after all. ]

But I know you don't truly want to, because you're curious and want to know more.

[ But that's just what being a person is. ]

[ He can be selfish as much as he wants with them. They are there and planning to stick by or to him until they can no longer ]

I do! I have been known as curiosity in human form. Someone who does as they pleases for as long as they want.

[ They want to know everything about Seo. To ask him a million things and hear him talk until he loses his voice or they both get tired. However... ]

You're more important than satisfying what I want.

[ They will give him a grin at that. ]

If you want to keep giving me more and more, I will take more and more. I can also give more and more if you want as well.

[ At that, Seo pauses. ]

It couldn't have been more than a month, but you really feel that strongly about me? That's too much devotion towards a single person.

[ Astolfo who decided they would risk everything for Sieg after just meeting him. ]

I'm an all in kind of guy. We also went through something different from what's considered normal.

[ While that is true, it has Seo thinking for a moment. From his entire time spent with Astolfo, they really are just... like this, huh. Like in Therion's words, he can't believe [Astolfo] is real. ]

If you keep latching onto people that strongly, you'll get yourself into some shitshow, y'know.

If I do, then I do! It isn't like I'm not already dragged into something like a shitshow with the wars anyways.

[ They really don't care good or bad what happens to them. ]

I only have a physical form for a short time, so I will give it my all while I still can. If I fail then I fail.

... Life truly is different when you're only living for a brief moment.

[ He still isn't used to this sort of devotion. It almost feels unconditional. ]

I really wonder how it was me despite my behavior throughout all this, but... I trust you. I trust your words.

[ If only he could meet other Servants to realize just how much of an outlier is ]

Do you want me to tell you?

[ All he has to do is ask, but they are happy he trusts them. ]

[ He already gets the sense that Astolfo is an outlier in so many ways and wonders if it's the moon curse at it again. How much of it is Astolfo's core personality and which is affected by the curse? Despite his curiosity, he still trusts them anyway. ]

Yeah. I hope you didn't expect me to say no~

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