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refractures) wrote2025-06-02 02:53 pm
refractures) wrote2025-06-02 02:53 pmboothill / allstarz
this man gets censored like the david statue in dubai
refractures) wrote2025-06-02 02:53 pm
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And yet, "god won't let him log out". ]
I never told him about the connection. The problem was me, because I imagined something I shouldn't have.
[ It's never Rumeld's fault. It's never his problem. Never.
Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never. Never.
Anyway, a memory plays, though it's no visuals this time. It's just pitch black. Sound only. ]
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boothill presses both hands in the bar counter and stares at the glasses with a half-lidded, somber look. he's seen enough violence and horror not to be so affected by this the way a normal person should. instead it just feels heartbreaking.
then he looks at seo. is he okay? ]
...There's gotta be some way to do it.
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That's what I've been looking into all this time~
[ Actually, even if it's Boothill seeing these memories, he feels like screaming and throwing up every time a memory just plays out like this. He's been so careful about not letting others know about himself. He doesn't want to be understood nor thought about.
And this specific memory is the main reason why Seo insists that he's a 25-year-old human. Even though Rumeld knew everything about Seo, he still called him that. Seodore Riddle wasn't a freak. He wasn't a monster. He was just like everyone else.
He chugs the drink now. Hoo boy. ]
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You thought about those prizes they got in the other side? The ones that could make wishes come true and such?
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[ He laughs a little, but it's incredibly hollow. ]
That was the first thing I did when I found out that they existed. I had no reason to doubt their powers either, but... none of them would work for me. They also mentioned that they would reverse everything that a previous game, but I didn't really have anything that I wanted to reverse. I was out of incentives. I had absolutely no incentive to do anything, so I just did what I wanted. Even knowing dead people don't even really die from the start just... puts me off, you know?
[ ... ]
Now, for murder? I don't need a grand incentive. I like people and I think life and death should be respected in general unlike this hellhole of an airport, but sometimes people think they're in the right to kill someone, and I'm not an exception.
[ He slightly tilts his head. ]
Actually, I planned on murdering people the night that I died, so the pesky shortstack spared me the effort, I suppose.
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When it comes to folks who might think it's all right to kill, I'd count myself as one of those. Sometimes you have to cut out the rot at the source. World's better off that way.
[ he sounds grim, in a way that shows he really believes this. ]
And if folks ain't really dyin' here anyway... I'd give a hoot if it was one of these kids, but seems like a free for all to me.
[ he shoots scara point blank a few weeks after this pc wheeee ]
And if I went through what you're goin' through... Psh. I would've lost it a long time ago. It pisses me the hell off just hearin' about it.
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The kids...
[ He tilts his head. ]
What counts as a kid, actually? Only if they look like one?
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To be honest, I ain't got a clue 'bout a lot of them. Didn't even talk much with Nanaki, Luke, or Mizuki. List sounds about right to me though.
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[ Whether they want to or not, actually. ]
Nanaki and Mizuki are members of Clover Club so I got to know them a little bit. For Luke... he's definitely a child.
So then. Everyone else should be fair game, since we know death isn't real. Though I would feel bad about Jacopo specifically.
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[ He seems thoughtful, but. ]
... That's really all I can say about it about the matter. But perhaps it's bias too. He was my roommate and I quite enjoyed his company, despite how insane he seems sometimes in public.
[ Jacopo, your curses?? Is he even cursed? Who freaking knows with him, honestly. ]
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[ FROWNS ]
You see him dressin' up people in gowns?
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[ He tilts his head. ]
I sure did~ Got to see that it's surprisingly not flattering on most people.
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Of you being in a dress?
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[ pulls up his phone and shows his empty sponsorship prize page. a little sheepishly: ]
Must've butt-dialed it, but I looked at my phone one time and my prize for the week was gone. Next thing I knew, Mister Bearzatti showed up on the other side in a dress and started handin' 'em out to other people too.
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[ Seo looks absolutely enlightened. ]
We can still have you look good in a dress if you wanted! It just depends on what kind of dress it is.
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[ He laughs a little. ]