A shame, but I got to bash his head on the glass and tear out a part of his ears~
Anyway, I planned on killing Alex. As for what I wanted? ... None of the incentives really drew me in. I just wanted to kill her.
[ flashbacks to the trial just now with Jacopo being "why would I murder my own teammate" because he doesn't give a shit about winning!! He doesn't give a shit about most of this!! Please consider!! ]
But I suppose the dealer dealt me a hand that I didn't want, since she wasn't awake that night either.
Isn't it always "complicated"? It's a little bit of both and other things.
[ And like he said during trial watch: ]
Once wouldn't be enough. She may not care for getting murdered or however far that mask will take her, considering how fake death is in this place, but I can't stand her treating those people as playthings and nothing happening to her. Being stuck in Hell isn't enough.
I wouldn't be doing this for "justice" or "vengeance" for the people who suffered with her actions. While I like people in general, I have priorities and I put myself above strangers I barely know. I just do it because I hate it.
[ Morality pets. Seo sighs with a one-armed shrug to the first part because she sure has, hasn't she? The victim stares at her right in the face. ]
Oh, and... I will never apologize to her about cursing her.
[ He seems extremely annoyed about this one in particular. ]
Our team let her buy the curse doxx list and she retaliated with a curse that tried to force me to apologize and feel guilty about cursing her to feel like found family with Kazuki.
[ REALLY HATED THAT
Also, the irony is not lost on him that he wants Alex to suffer consequences, but here's the teen, trying to make HIM do just that over something so little. ]
Wooow. Seriously? She couldn't focus that shit outside the team? Though I guess she probably thinks of those two and maybe the guys from hell as hers. Kazuki sure seems to.
[a little shake of her head.]
Not that the teams meant that much from the getgo, but if you've gotta live with people... apparently ours just fell the fuck apart after I died.
Sure must be nice to have someone at your beck and call~...
[ No, but his feelings towards Kazuki are also complicated because of this. Hey, how do you stop having feelings that enabke you to stop caring about people completely... asking for a friend
But also, he just fessed up to wanting to murder a teammate, so he can't really say shit about not getting along, but... ]
... You? The one who held the group together??
[ He thinks about this. Despite his grievances with Wis'adel— ]
Your sort of personality is great for certain kinds of people, and it might as well have been them. Like how my team sometimes get together under the concept of me being annoying~ United in such different ways.
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Anyway, they get together after that whole thing and Seodore will just say it. ]
I planned on killing someone that night. It's just that the shrimp got to me first.
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What were you after?
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Anyway, I planned on killing Alex. As for what I wanted? ... None of the incentives really drew me in. I just wanted to kill her.
[ flashbacks to the trial just now with Jacopo being "why would I murder my own teammate" because he doesn't give a shit about winning!! He doesn't give a shit about most of this!! Please consider!! ]
But I suppose the dealer dealt me a hand that I didn't want, since she wasn't awake that night either.
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[a little hum.]
What she is? How she acts? Both?
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Isn't it always "complicated"? It's a little bit of both and other things.
[ And like he said during trial watch: ]
Once wouldn't be enough. She may not care for getting murdered or however far that mask will take her, considering how fake death is in this place, but I can't stand her treating those people as playthings and nothing happening to her. Being stuck in Hell isn't enough.
I wouldn't be doing this for "justice" or "vengeance" for the people who suffered with her actions. While I like people in general, I have priorities and I put myself above strangers I barely know. I just do it because I hate it.
[ as if to drive the point home, yay memshare ]
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[woman who notably has done exactly that...]
But like you said, it wouldn't do much here. Guess being separated from the boys might be a little punishment of its own, though?
...assuming they didn't just follow right after.
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[ Morality pets. Seo sighs with a one-armed shrug to the first part because she sure has, hasn't she? The victim stares at her right in the face. ]
Oh, and... I will never apologize to her about cursing her.
[ He seems extremely annoyed about this one in particular. ]
Our team let her buy the curse doxx list and she retaliated with a curse that tried to force me to apologize and feel guilty about cursing her to feel like found family with Kazuki.
[ REALLY HATED THAT
Also, the irony is not lost on him that he wants Alex to suffer consequences, but here's the teen, trying to make HIM do just that over something so little. ]
For two whole days!
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[a little shake of her head.]
Not that the teams meant that much from the getgo, but if you've gotta live with people... apparently ours just fell the fuck apart after I died.
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[ No, but his feelings towards Kazuki are also complicated because of this. Hey, how do you stop having feelings that enabke you to stop caring about people completely... asking for a friend
But also, he just fessed up to wanting to murder a teammate, so he can't really say shit about not getting along, but... ]
... You? The one who held the group together??
[ He thinks about this. Despite his grievances with Wis'adel— ]
I can sorta see it.
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[she has leadership qualities, the thing is that for the most part, she doesn't care to make sure others see it. she's never needed that.]
I'm just surprised it was like that after, what, a week?
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[ Yeah. He can admit it. ]
Your sort of personality is great for certain kinds of people, and it might as well have been them. Like how my team sometimes get together under the concept of me being annoying~ United in such different ways.
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[her tail swishes.]
Better at moving the pieces than being on the board with 'em? And maybe annoying enough that they don't look too hard to see if you're there.
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I'm not good at fighting, so I can only strategize, you know~?
[ lol okay ]
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[ He's not taking his words back though. Wis'adel already knows that's bullshit anyway. ]